hey, mom. so i'm sure you've seen all of the pictures i've uploaded to my nyc album on facebook. and you've probably seen the status updates about school and adventures and weather. i told you i ran into jackson and that things are going pretty well with us.
except they aren't really? if you haven't already seen a certain photo online, i would honestly be surprised. you've always known everything before i could even think of telling you (remember when i came home from my summer trip and the first thing you said to me was 'well, the purple isn't the only thing different, is it?' and i blushed scarlet and you just laughed?).
if you've seen that photo, i hope you aren't mad that i didn't tell you first. it's just hard to believe it myself, i suppose. i was at baum for three days and everything was fine and -- well, i told you all of that. the rumors. jackson's girlfriend (if she is, anymore, they're on a break, mom, a break and i feel so bad)
okay, this is definitely less organized than most of my letters. not sure if i'll even send this one. i guess what i'm trying to say is i messed up?? and i really want to come home. i miss you.